Exhale

This summer has bought about so many changes......things I never expected to happen did. I'm left feeling.....well.... a sense of contentment. I've lost alot of people unknowingly, emotionally, in the past months. If I hadn't made the decision to let them go, I would have lost myself. I guess I say all of this to say, except people for who they are, not for who you want them to be.
I find so often that people see what they want others to be, hoping and praying that if they could just CHANGE.....things would be perfect. This disease doesn't just find a host in one type of person. We have all fallen victim to it at one point in time.
I have some news that might destroy some dreams, it however, is not my intention, I just want to tell you something thats real.
You can't make some one change if they are not willing and ready to do it themselves. Sure, we all are capable of seeing a small twinkle in someone indicating that they have the ability to be a better person. But if the person you are trying to CHANGE doesn't see it in themselves or is not ready to see it, you should stop letting that small twinkle distract you from the person they really are. Except them for them and either love em' or leave em' alone.

peace

Letter to Love,

Who knew we would meet like we did. From the start it was so innocent.You were a friend of a friend, you and I were never close. Come to think about, you didn't seem to like me to much. I didn't really care to occupied with lust. I wasn't ready for you and you weren't ready for me. So for that moment a higher power let us be. Time past and my soul longed for more. Unconsicously, it longed for you. An undeniable force brought us together and our relationship grew. VULNERABLE....... that's what I was. Lust had previously taught me lesson our two. It doesn't last to long........no feelings involved, the pleasure principle is its motto ...and it's still going strong. I didn't know how to perceive you. Were you lust wrapped in the wrinkled used paper that posed as love? So many sleepless nights trying to figure us out. I came to realize that I didn't have to try with you, our feelings came naturally. You and I were one. We became "we". All doubts shattered, all questions answered. You are who you are. You posses that unconditionally,selfless type of quality. That untarnished type thing. And there is that nonjudging, listening thing you do. Ohhhh...and you are so patient and humble. You are truly amazing. I pray that everyone is blessed to one day find you and I thank God that I have you.

R.T.W